If God didn’t want you healed, He wouldn’t have put the Healer in you.
“To them God willed to make known what are the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles: which is Christ in you, the hope of glory.” -Colossians 1:27
If God didn’t want you healed, He wouldn’t have given you His medicine.
“My son, give attention to my words; Incline your ear to my sayings. Do not let them depart from your eyes; Keep them in the midst of your heart; For they are life to those who find them, And health to all their flesh.” -Proverbs 4:20-22
If God didn’t want you healed, He wouldn’t have had Jesus carry your sickness away.
“that it might be fulfilled which was spoken by Isaiah the prophet, saying: “He Himself took our infirmities And bore our sicknesses.” -Matthew 8:17
God wants you well.